tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32370118749641494622024-03-13T18:33:35.361+07:00I'm Not A Princess, This Ain't A Fairy TaleCurrent obsession: cat illustration!Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.comBlogger115125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-72461492331935098032020-10-04T19:55:00.002+07:002020-10-04T19:55:17.582+07:00c r i s i s<p>I don't even know where I stand right now.</p><p>For the first time, I can't feel anything.</p><p>I don't feel love, I don't feel hurt, I don't feel sad, and for the first time in my life, I don't care about anyone (except my cat ofc! and my fams).</p><p>All that I feel is ... I just need my own peace. I don't mind if I have to live alone. I just need a peace. </p><p><br /></p><p>It's such a relieve to say that, I know I'm broken but at least it's not a heart broken and no one can break me again.</p><p>I'm just too tired for all of these things. It feels like I missed my life. A lot.</p>Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-4657731706064973482020-03-19T00:11:00.001+07:002020-03-19T00:11:43.756+07:00I miss you, Pandaku<div style="text-align: justify;">
I know.</div>
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Sudah bertahun-tahun sejak terakhir menulis di blog ini. Tempat pelarian saat pikiran lagi kacau, butuh tempat menumpahkan semuanya, tapi tidak ada manusia yang dirasa perlu untuk mendengarkan. </div>
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Cuma, kalau ditahan, sesak.</div>
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You'll find another version of me in here. Kata-kata yang lebih baku dan bukan bahasa sehari-hari, karena ini blog.</div>
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Sebelumnya ... Hi.</div>
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I found a new person, to share my life with. 2 Agustus 2017. Aku gak bakal lupa.</div>
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Sekarang, per hari ini aku nulis tulisan ini, kita udah 2 tahun 7 bulan dan 16 hari. Dan aku harap masih akan panjang perjalanan kita kedepannya.</div>
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Aku sayang kamu.</div>
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Terima kasih sudah menjadi tempat bersandar dan berbagi saat duniaku kacau, dan ya. Duniaku memang selalu kacau. So thanks sudah hadir selalu, untuk aku.</div>
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Mungkin iya, aku orang yang terlihat kaku. Aku susah untuk mengekspresikan sesuatu. Dari dulu. Blog ini yang jadi saksi perjalananku selama ini.</div>
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Aku cuma mau bilang, aku sangat sayang sama kamu. Lebih dari aku sayang sama yang sebelum-sebelumnya. Klasik memang. Tapi karena kamu juga jadi bagian dan saksi dari perjalanan ku yang sebelumnya, aku yakin kamu tahu seberapa dalam yang kurasain sekarang. Kamu juga tahu betul apa yang aku lakuin ke kamu saat ini dalam keadaan seperti ini, perasaan aku ke kamu saat ini, gak pernah terjadi sebelumnya.</div>
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18 hari.</div>
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18 hari sejak kejadian itu.</div>
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18 hari sejak aku berusaha semampuku untuk baik-baik saja, demi kita.</div>
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18 hari aku gak tentu arah.</div>
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Kamu tau itu.</div>
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Dan hari ini, kamu minta aku untuk bikin kamu jatuh cinta lagi dan minta aku bikin kamu kangen sama aku.</div>
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I'd do anything for that, and you know that. Cheesy? Memang. Seperti yang ku bilang di atas, kamu bakal nemuin versi berbeda dari aku di sini. </div>
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Memang hidup kita gak mudah, hidupku pun. Mencoba untuk baik-baik saja dan akhirnya lupa untuk bahagia dan membahagiakan satu sama lain. Terlalu berat memang. Tapi sekarang aku ngerti, mungkin saatnya aku usaha lebih keras, untuk membuat semuanya lebih <i>balance</i>. Kita terlalu tenggelam sama semua masalah yang ada di depan mata kita, sampai akhirnya lari dari masalah untuk sejenak lupa. Tapi aku berharap cuma istirahat sejenak, bukan lari.</div>
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Aku gak tahu harus gimana biar kamu setidaknya mencoba paham apa yang aku rasain.</div>
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Bingung.</div>
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Takut.</div>
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Kalut.</div>
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Rindu. </div>
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Aku gak tau mau ngomong apa lagi, yang aku tahu ...</div>
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Aku sayang kamu. Sangat. Jangan pernah tinggalin aku. Aku janji bakal selalu ada di samping kamu, dukung kamu, selalu hadir untuk apapun keadaan kita. Hidup kita memang gak mudah. Tapi mencari yang mudah bukan pilihan, mudah hanya sesaat, dan masalah akan terus ada walaupun dalam wujud yang berbeda.</div>
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Sayang,</div>
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Masih banyak mimpi yang belum kita capai, masih banyak tantangan yang belum kita selesaikan.</div>
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Aku sangat sayang dan cinta sama kamu. Aku gak sanggup.</div>
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Maaf, aku belum bisa jadi yang kamu mau. Tapi aku bakal bertahan dan berusaha. Demi kita.</div>
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Aku terlalu sayang dan terlanjur punya mimpi dan harapan yang besar, dan aku yakin kita bisa.</div>
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Tapi tolong, jangan begini. Aku gak sanggup. Hancur.</div>
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Aku rindu kabar mu, dan rindu mengabari mu.</div>
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Aku sekarang lagi harus kerjain tugas, tapi laptop ku rusak. Aku cuma bisa bengong. Dan lagi-lagi, mikirin kamu, mikirin kita. Tidak berkabar begini bukan pilihan, we are not even in the couple therapy. So we don't have to do this. Just fix it. </div>
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Aku rindu.</div>
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Sangat.</div>
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Aku harus apa? Aku gak sanggup.</div>
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Apa aku harus begini? Mengabari mu lewat tulisan yang entah kapan akan kamu baca karena entah kapan aku bakal mengabari mu soal tulisan ini?</div>
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I miss you. Please.</div>
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Promise me that we are fine. We just have to fix it, we don't need more problem. I know we can do this. Just, please.</div>
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I love you. So much and always.</div>
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Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-4936130229320031502015-10-02T13:00:00.001+07:002015-10-02T13:00:13.609+07:00My Own Paper Towns<div class="tr_bq" style="text-align: justify;">
I just read Paper Towns in this my unproductive days. Well, at least I have something to do. And here is some paragraphs from the book that I remember and I'd like to share.</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">“Listen, kid. This is what happens: somebody—girl usually— got a free spirit, doesn’t get on too good with her parents. These kids, they’re like tied-down helium balloons. They strain against the string and strain against it, and then something happens, and that string gets cut, and they just float away. And maybe you never see the balloon again. It lands in Canada or somethin’, gets work at a restaurant, and before the balloon even notices, it’s been pouring coffee in that same diner to the same sad bastards for thirty years. Or maybe three or four years from now, or three or four days from now, the prevailing winds take the balloon back home, because it needs money, or it sobered up, or it misses its kid brother. But listen, kid, that string gets cut all the time.”</span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">“I’m not finished, kid. The thing about these balloons is that there are so goddamned many of them. The sky is choked full of them, rubbing up against one another as they float to here or from there, and every one of those damned balloons ends up on my desk one way or another, and after a while a man can get discouraged. Everywhere the balloons, and each of them with a mother or a father, or God forbid both, and after a while, you can’t even see ’em individually. You look up at all the balloons in the sky and you can see all of the balloons, but you cannot see any one balloon.” He paused then, and inhaled sharply, as if he was realizing something. “But then every now and again you talk to some big-eyed kid with too much hair for his head and you want to lie to him because he seems like a good kid. And you<br />feel bad for this kid, because the only thing worse than the skyful of balloons you see is what he sees: a clear blue day interrupted by just the one balloon. But once that string gets cut, kid, you can’t uncut it. Do you get what I’m saying?”<br />I nodded, although I wasn’t sure I did understand. He stood up. “I do think she’ll be back soon, kid. If that helps.”<br />I liked the image of Margo as a balloon, but I figured that in his urge for the poetic, the detective had seen more worry in me than the pang I’d actually felt. I knew she’d be back. She’d deflate and float back to Jefferson Park. She always had."</span></blockquote>
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And finally. Margo as a balloon ended at the Paper Towns.</div>
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Then maybe. Someday. I'll be a balloon that float. I don't know where I'll float away. Maybe it's somewhere, or maybe someone, or maybe something. Nobody knows. Even myself.</div>
Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-50401432742582292962015-08-19T09:48:00.003+07:002015-08-19T09:48:35.444+07:00A Letter to A Lover<div style="text-align: justify;">
If you are going to leave me someday, I wouldn't know how to handle it. I know that I can live without you before you came, but since you take something the most important from me, my heart, I wouldn't know how to heal my self after you throw me away.</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">"Baby I just ran out of band-aids</span></div>
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'Cause you can bandage the damage</div>
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You never really can fix a heart"</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">"Band-aids don't fix bullet holes"</span></blockquote>
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Well, the holes is in here. In my heart.</div>
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If one day, you are already tired and start to hate me or even thinking that I don't love that MUCH, just remember:<br />
<i>The way I look into your beautiful eyes.</i><br />
<i>Can you see how much I love you by seeing my eyes staring into yours?</i><br />
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<i>How a simple thing can make me smile.</i><br />
<i>Even silly things that you do in the car, or how you play with your facial expression can make me smile even laugh.</i><br />
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<i>How I can transform into the one that's not really me in a good way.</i><br />
<i>I'm clumsy, awkward, and not really into girls thingy person. I'm sure you know me, right? But, I can prepare your food, even cook for you, make or bake something for you, or even feeding you like a baby.</i><br />
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<i>The way tears fall into my cheek. When we have a fight.</i><br />
<i>I'm not a sensitive person. But, you can make me cry easily. Not because you are a mean person. But because I can't even thinking about living my life without you. </i><br />
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<i>Just think about my face, my voice, the way I touch you, the way I hug you, whenever it can't fix your heart and your feeling, you are already reach your limit.</i><br />
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Whenever I miss you, or I'm not in a good mood, I can think about these things below, and can get back into my mood and smile from eat to ear:<br />
<i>The way you eat your food</i><br />
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<i>The way you get excited about something (your face will get really cute!)</i><br />
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<i>The way you hold my hands at the mall</i><br />
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<i>The way you play with my hair when I do something stupid</i><br />
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<i>The way you treat me like a child whenever I act like a child</i><br />
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<i>The way you get panicked and take care of me when I get sick</i><br />
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<i>The way you smile when you look my face. I feel so blessed. I feel so lucky. It's like I'm very priceless to you. It's way too greater than any gift I can imagine.</i><br />
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<i>The way you smoke your cigarette</i><br />
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<i>The way you kiss me in my forehead in the middle of the crowd (and you don't care about what people think)</i><br />
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<i>The way you talk to me</i><br />
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<i>The way you hug me. Your body temperature, your skin softness, your smell. Oh, these things really can make me smile happily and forget about our problem cause I'm afraid I can't feel it no more;</i><br />
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<i>and there are still alot of things but I can't think about it for now. </i><br />
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Just remember,<br />
whenever you want to leave,<br />
I'll fall into my worst, if you care of me, you won't leave; but,<br />
if you have to ...<br />
<span style="font-size: large;">leave me alone</span><br />
don't leave anything, don't ruin anything<br />
don't change anything, make sure that the only thing that will be changed is ... it's me the one whom have to survive without you<br />
don't said anything that can make my life getting worse, because loosing you already make my life into pieces.<br />
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Your annoying girl that gonna miss you like ... HELL!,</div>
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<br />Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-79289707778293849572014-01-17T23:45:00.001+07:002014-01-17T23:45:40.680+07:00FireworksFireworks? Really? Me? Talking about fireworks?<br />
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Well...<br />
I'm not going to talk about the fireworks as fireworks. Since it's still January, the first month of the year, I think it's okay to talk about fireworks, and of course, the thing that come with it, <span style="font-size: large;">new year</span>.<br />
I'm not a <i>shallow-mellow</i> person. But, I hate the feelings that come when a year ends. I don't really know why. I just think that every year ends, the chance of the things that I have at that year will be gone is getting bigger. However, no matter how hard your year is, as long as you can smile to think about it, you still have things that can make you strong and make your every single days lighter. But, it's kind a make me freak out to think that the things that can make my days will be gone as the year's gone. It feels like my world is getting paused and my mind is doing a rewind for all of the good moments at that year. Then so much 'if' will come at the end.<br />
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But, watching the fireworks, and knowing that all of those things still there for me at the midnight, I think it's a good start for me. I have to work harder to keep it and make the things that I want to reach closer to me. 2014 will be a big start for my life. Bismillah :)Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-81776085172841596312013-07-06T21:32:00.001+07:002013-07-06T21:37:43.225+07:00Minions: Mocca Song + Lyrics<div style="text-align: center;">
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<i>MOCCA</i><br />
<i>falito marakee pochi MOCCA</i><br />
<i>patachi patata moja MOCCA</i><br />
<i>linguini maradee loto na do re do re naa</i><br />
<i>lapa take alo tubu dewaa</i><br />
<i>lapa take alo tubu dewaa</i><br />
<i>palake lemiju</i><br />
<i>palaku lenoka</i><br />
<i>kappapo kule PAPRIKA</i><br />
<i>lapa take alo tubu dewaa</i><br />
<i>lapa take alo tubu dewaa</i><br />
<i>linda lulebodo lile CARBONARA</i><br />
<i>ledeshi lede GARLIC laaa (repeat 3x)</i><br />
<i>YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHOOOOOOOHUUUUU~~</i></div>
Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-50584231783634909132013-07-01T21:27:00.001+07:002013-07-01T21:32:41.216+07:00My First '1st'<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<i>"It ain't about how we started since I don't really remember how all these things get started. But, it's all about how we going through this ... until our first year. Because of you, I believe there's a rainbow after the rain ... and even a hurricane. And I believe there's so many good things after the worst thing. I believe and I know that ... Trouble is around us. We can't ignore it. We just have to face it. Cause "<span style="font-size: large;">if two people really love each other, no matter how hard it is, it's always gonna work</span>". Glad to know you and being around you all this year. All I have to do is keeping you beside me. No matter what and no matter how hard it will. You can take my words."<!--3--></i></blockquote>
Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-88002985190251975922013-06-06T19:58:00.002+07:002013-06-06T21:02:43.833+07:00Everything Has Changed<div style="text-align: center;">
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Taylor's new MV. One of my favourite songs on <span style="color: #990000;">RED</span>. This video makes me love this song more and more. Sometimes we just have to face everything that we have in present without worrying the future. Cause one day ... We'll realize and say "Everything Has Changed" no matter how hard we keep it on the way it supposed to be :"</div>
Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-25234896713280753342013-06-03T21:40:00.001+07:002013-06-06T21:02:11.011+07:00this kind of peopleI hate this kind of people who:<br />
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Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-83710558598342863652013-05-30T19:26:00.003+07:002013-06-06T21:02:43.831+07:00Maybe I think (too) Out of the BoxCurrently I play Cafeland on Facebook, this is the only reason why I open Facebook everyday since Facebook doesn't have anything that can make me want to open it. Today I tried another game on it. It is Criminal Case.<br />
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I got some clues from crime scene: the suspect is right handed, according to the witness the suspect was wearing a blue cap, and I found a blue jersey with "9" on it in the crime scene. When I had to arrest the suspect, they had two mans.<br />
The first one: right handed, wearing blue cap, wearing t-shirt and jacket; and<br />
The second one: right handed, wearing blue cap, and wearing blue jersey with "9' on it.
So, I picked the first one to be arrested since I found that kind of jersey on the crime scene. It is impossible to him to wear the same jersey when he got arrested, right. Cause that jersey had been found on the crime scene, huh?
Then I got wrong, the game said that the first one is innocent cause it doesnt match to the clues and the guilty one is the second one. Oh, come on ...
It doesnt make any sense for me.<br />
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The point is not the game. People say that "you have to think out of the box so you can make something new and make any differences with other people". But maybe I'm too deep on to it --"Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-29963515141329590962013-04-05T18:35:00.001+07:002013-04-05T18:36:34.607+07:00IsengHai i love you, Oct.Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-37217958987215153422012-12-27T18:07:00.001+07:002012-12-27T18:08:50.015+07:00The one ... And only ...People say that distance is doesn't matter in this era. But in fact, distance is a big deal for me. Well, maybe I can see the way you smile, the way you move, the way you laugh. I can hear and see your laugh and the way you giggle. But those are not enough for me. Especially in this situation. I miss your smell that can make me comfort. The way you hug me that can make me feel safe. The way you look into my eyes that can make me smile. I miss you. I really miss and need you. I miss you like hell :(Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-54691443017341625842012-11-29T19:19:00.000+07:002012-11-29T19:21:11.756+07:00Fera lagi norak. MaklumLucu ya kalo dipikir-pikir ..<br />
Lucu gimana waktu mengatur dan memposisikan dirinya.<br />
Lucu gimana semua yang ada di dunia ini ada dan berjalan dengan segala kebetulan-kebetulan yang ada di dalamnya.<br />
Lucu gimana takdir mempertemukan orang-orang yang untuk ngobrol pun ga mungkin tapi malah takdir membuat mereka jadi manusia yang tidak bisa lepas satu sama lain.<br />
Lucu gimana dua karakter yang sama-sama keras berhasil melunakan dirinya masing-masing untuk satu sama lainnya :)<br />
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Lucu juga gimana seseorang punya waktu kosong yang bahkan membuatnya jenuh tapi ga punya kesempatan untuk melakukan sesuatu dan malah saat kesempatan itu datang dia ga bisa mengambil kesempatan itu. Bukan karena ga punya waktu. Tapi karena dia lebih memilih sesuatu yang jauh lebih penting dalam hidupnya dan mengabaikan kesempatan yang ada. Di sinilah semuanya diuji. Kesempatan untuk kesenangan diri sendiri atau mengorbankan kesempatan untuk kebahagiaan kita berdua. Dan aku pilih kita berdua! <3 hihiFedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-85869534750254263642012-10-26T22:20:00.000+07:002012-10-27T22:28:44.312+07:00My Oct...My Oct? What Oct, huh? Both of Octopus and October :p <span style="font-size: x-small;">*giggle*</span><br />
Hey you, my Octopus! Another post for you. Thanks for everything that you have given to me. That unlimited love, that patience that has no limits, those meals for my breakfast <span style="font-size: x-small;">*haha*</span> , everything. Love you more and more.<br />
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Just faced a huge gigantic problem this week. So sorry bout that, bout everything that I've ever done, bout everything that I had in my past. But, I swear that those things will never happen again in my life. You can take my words. Sorry bout those mistakes that I did. Sorry for making you disappointed. I can't change everything that you think right now, I have no control over it. I'm sure that I hurting you a lot :(<br />
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But ...<br />
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You chose to stay, big thanks for that. Love you!<br />
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The point is ... every-relationship that ever had a big problem in it ... only has two result at the end ...<br />
Leave a permanent scar and decide to say goodbye to each other,<br />
or ...<br />
You choose to stay, heal it slowly, and everything will be getting stronger than before :)<br />
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<i>the one who aren't as perfect</i></div>
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<i>as you "thought" </i></div>
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<i>few weeks ago :"</i></div>
Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-21178098968269411342012-09-24T23:21:00.000+07:002012-09-24T23:22:02.515+07:00for the one who can't be told<div class="tr_bq">
Hey, there. I have no idea what kind of post that I have posted rite now. It's not my thought, It's not my story. But lemme call it as a Love Letter. This is for you ...</div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i>First, I'm not good in making a sweet-perfect sentences that can make you smile and think bout those sentences all over again. Second, I don't have any ability to say nor write a good things to make you happy and keep it in your mind for ... ever. But, I have that </i><i>feeling that you can keep it in your heart.</i> </span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i>I can't remember how we talked each other then became closer and closer. I can't remember when we smiled each other for the first time. I can't remember how those crazy-random things that we said to tease each other turned into cute-sweet things that we say from our deep heart. Haha.</i> <i>But, I can remember every single thing we have ever done till today clearly rite now.</i></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i>Sometimes, I feel that everything that you did are too cute when I realized that the one who did it is ... you. Engghhh, haha. You treat me well and I feel like a spoiled child cause I can't do anything to do the same thing for you. It's one sided. When I said this thing to you then you asked what I want, my answer will be the same like always, "what I want is always everything that you want". Sometimes everything that lame needs to have something that can make it one sided to keep it balance. Then, thanks for making me balance. Haha.</i> </span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i>Tonight, everything is getting weird. You called my name like others call me and it sounds so wrong for me. It's my bad. It's going wrong since I said that I'm bored. I'm not bored on you. I just bored of looking for a topic or whatever so we can talk all over again. Sometimes, I got stuck and couldn't find anything to be said nor to be asked cause I think we have known everything bout each of us well. I'm not bored on you and will never ever bored on you. That's the point.</i> </span></blockquote>
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<i style="background-color: #fff2cc;">I can't do cute things to prove that I love you. I don't have any ability to do that. But I hope you can feel it. Just remember the way I look into your eyes and smile. Just remember the way when I see your face and giggle.</i></blockquote>
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<i style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Well, it's getting more random. Well, let hit the publish button before this writing getting more cheesy. Haha. </i><i style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></i><i style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /><div style="text-align: right;">
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</i><i><div style="text-align: right;">
<i style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Love you!</i></div>
</i><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i><div style="text-align: right;">
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<i style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Your Stubborn-Chicken</i></div>
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Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-72810729545891253352012-08-11T17:51:00.000+07:002012-08-11T17:51:10.190+07:00I've to Believe that ...<blockquote class="tr_bq">
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I've to believe that ...<br />Everything that has been taken from me will never come back if It isn't good enough for me ...<br /><br />I've to believe that ...<br />God will give the best one, no need to think bout things that have been gone ...<br /><br />I've to believe that ...<br />God took something from me for making me realize that I deserve to get the better one ...<br /><br />People come and go. People leave and stay. But you can't control to choose who leave and who stay. The only thing that you can do is ... <span style="font-size: large;">face it</span>. You have no control over 'em. If you think that you have found a person who you know well, you are totally wrong.<br /><br />Thank God for everything that I have. Thank God for everything that you give to be around me right now. Thank God for everything that You have been taken away for me, I believe that one day You gonna give me the better one when I deserve it ...<br />Thank you for everyone that has been gone away from my life. I know that you are not good enough to be around me, HA! I know that someone better gonna replace your position. And at that time ... I don't give a damn on you anymore</blockquote>
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</blockquote>Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-70159666603309890182012-05-10T20:51:00.002+07:002012-05-10T21:41:29.406+07:00Memories Stay MemoriesHalo! Hehe. Jadi kaku gini. Hehe <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">*lagi*</span>. Sekarang gue udah semester empat loh. Ga kerasa yah. Enggg, gue beneran kaku rasanya mau nulis lagi di sini. Sebelum gue memutuskan untuk nulis pake bahasa Indonesia, ga keitung berapa kali gue tulis-hapus-tulis-hapus karena bingung mau nulis pake bahasa apa. Gue agak ngerasa jijik kalau nulis menye-menye gini. Ga menye-menye banget sih sebenernya. Jadi sebenernya gue pengen bahas soal beberapa hal yang pernah terjadi di masa lalu atau singkatnya kita sebut dengan kenangan.<br />
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Belakangan ini gue lagi sibuk-sibuknya setelah sempat beberapa saat kehilangan kesibukan selain kuliah. Gue kehilangan beberapa rutinitas gue, gue kehilangan kesibukan gue di saat-saat tertentu, atau malah ternyata tanpa gue sadari gue kehilangan orang-orang di dalamnya. Sampai pada akhirnya, gue kuliah semester empat dan dapet mata kuliah Entrepreneurship. Mata kuliah ini di kampus lain disebut dengan nama Kewirausahaan. Kita disuruh merancang suatu rencana bisnis, mulai dari produk, target pasar, perkiraan biaya, dan pada akhirnya kita bener-bener disuruh untuk merealisasikan bisnis tersebut. Singkat cerita, kelompok gue, gue dengan 11 orang lainnya, memutuskan untuk menjual dan membuat sendiri Rainbow Cupcakes. Kita jual di sekitaran Binus aja sih, tapi ya super seru juga pengalamannya. Selama satu minggu(7-12 Maret), kita buka stand di Binus Square. Di sinilah gue kembali menemukan kebersamaan dan kesibukan yang baru. HAHAHA.<br />
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Berburu bahan-bahan cupcakes dan hiasan cupcakes ke toko kue bareng temen-temen pas weekend, rusuh-rusuhan di pantry waktu bikin cupcakes, kejebak macet, salah jalan, dikejar waktu sampai akhirnya kayak orang gila di dalem mobil dan ngobrol dengan suara-suara aneh sepanjang perjalanan. Gue yang isengnya kumat tiba-tiba iseng ngerekam geblek-geblekan gue dengan dua temen gue.<br />
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Ini nih videonya, haha =))<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/DEtqvfxQ4tU" width="560"></iframe><br />
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Awalnya cuma iseng aja. Biar ga stress, tapi waktu ditonton ulang gue dalem hati, "kok lucu ya?". Mau ditonton berkali-kali juga gue masih ketawa. Sampai pada akhirnya dengan tololnya gue upload videonya ke youtube. Sejak ngerekam video ini gue jadi kecanduan dan kepengen mengabadikan setiap moment-moment tertentu dengan orang-orang di sekitar gue. Mulai dari yang waras sampai yang ga waras.<br />
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Emang sih kalo lo tonton sekarang bakalan konyol dan ga penting banget rasanya. Tapi coba deh beberapa tahun lagi lo tonton, lo ga akan nyesel, bahkan lo bersyukur sempet ngerekam moment-moment itu.<br />
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Karena gimanapun, gue ga tahu dan ga akan pernah tahu, apa iya gue bisa terus bareng-bareng sama mereka? Do random things and laugh on it bareng mereka. Even orang-orang yang pernah janji untuk selalu bareng-bareng pun, bisa berubah. Gue nyesel. Nyesel banget kenapa gue ga mengabadikan moment-moment tertentu dengan mereka dari dulu. Gue nyesel dan cuma bisa nyesel karena gue ga sempat mengabadikan beberapa moment di masa lalu.<br />
Gue ga pernah tau apa gue bisa bareng mereka terus kedepannya, apa gue bisa mengulang kejadian dan kebersamaan sama mereka. Gue pengen... walaupun gue ga bisa mengalami itu lagi... setidaknya gue bisa ngerasain dengan liat video-video yang gue rekam dan senyum-senyum sendiri karena pernah jadi bagian dalam video itu.<br />
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Siapapun kalian, gimanapun kalian, ga peduli berapa lama atau berapa singkatnya kita kenal ataupun ketemu, ga peduli kenangan baik atau kenangan kampret yang kalian kasih ke gue. Gue sayang kalian dan ga akan pernah nyesel kenal sama kalian kok :)<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">here it is.. the voiceblog version</span><br />
<iframe frameborder="no" height="166" scrolling="no" src="http://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F45931538&show_artwork=true" width="100%"></iframe>Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-58741167463552617362012-03-31T15:55:00.001+07:002012-03-31T16:07:21.069+07:00Fansite aka ChatBox aka #RumahCLAduh, jadi sedih banyak banget yang gak tau apa itu Fansite atau ChatBox atau #RumahCL. Bahkan ada yang gak tau kalo ternyata mereka semua adalah SAMA AJA. muahaha.<br />
Jadi mari saya jelaskan, Fansite itu dibuat oleh saya dan Alikha Novira tanggal 15 November 2008 yang kemudian dikembangkan bersama-sama oleh crew yang lain dan termasuk ayah Cakka sendiri.<br />
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Dulu fansite pada masa kejayaannya bener-bener rame, baik ada Cakka maupun tidak. Pada ngobrol, curhat, bahkan ada yang ngerjain PR atau tugas bareng di chatboxnya. Belakangan udah mulai sepi, gak jarang cuma saya sendiri yang online di sana. Ada yang alasannya sekarang udah SMA lah, ini lah, itu lah. Lah? Ya saya dari jaman kelas 11 (2 SMA) sampe sekarang kuliah semester 4 masih aja nangkring di sana. Haha.<br />
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Tapiiii...<br />
Belakangan ini Fansite mulai diminati kembali <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">*halahelah*</span><br />
Banyak yang baru mau join dan malah bingung gimana cara joinnya. Banyak yang bilang susah dan berkali-kali gagal padahal ya caranya super gampang, simple, dan bentar banget.<br />
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<b><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">What You Need</span></u></b><br />
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<li>PC atau Laptop atau apalah yang dilengkapi dengan koneksi internet</li>
<li>Email yang masih aktif dan VALID, bukan email asal-asalan. Asal-asalan yang saya maksud adalah email yang sama sekali ga terdaftar atau email yang sama sekali gak pernah kalian daftari-in (sign up)</li>
<li>Niat yang kuat <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">*halahelah*</span></li>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><b><u>Langkah-Langkah</u></b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><b><u><br /></u></b></span></div>
<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-SQHB9QAb2mU/T3a4qACmTGI/AAAAAAAAAYA/jFEHzShRDCo/s1600/%25231+sign+up.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-SQHB9QAb2mU/T3a4qACmTGI/AAAAAAAAAYA/jFEHzShRDCo/s400/%25231+sign+up.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">buka Fansite <a href="http://cakkanuraga.ning.com/" target="_blank">*clickhere!*</a> kemudian klik sign up</td></tr>
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<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-0X8rL-50xXo/T3a4tTpPl4I/AAAAAAAAAYY/KH-X9duJvBM/s1600/%25232+isi+data.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-0X8rL-50xXo/T3a4tTpPl4I/AAAAAAAAAYY/KH-X9duJvBM/s400/%25232+isi+data.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">isi data-data yang diminta, klik sign up</td></tr>
</tbody></table>
<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-neci7SU7stM/T3a4uOxBQmI/AAAAAAAAAYg/unHR01CkZbw/s1600/%25233+go+to+yahoo+for+verification.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-neci7SU7stM/T3a4uOxBQmI/AAAAAAAAAYg/unHR01CkZbw/s400/%25233+go+to+yahoo+for+verification.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">setelah anda klik sign up, akan muncul tampilan seperti ini, kemudian klik go to yahoo</td></tr>
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<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NKsw_jhmanw/T3a4vQFIdyI/AAAAAAAAAYo/Ark3rz4XLfA/s1600/%25234+go+to+yahoo.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NKsw_jhmanw/T3a4vQFIdyI/AAAAAAAAAYo/Ark3rz4XLfA/s400/%25234+go+to+yahoo.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">di yahoo, isikan email anda yang valid, masukan password, kemudian sign in</td></tr>
</tbody></table>
<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-tKWfgZukVbM/T3a4wm13WJI/AAAAAAAAAYw/DeaTAzJDG1c/s1600/%25235+cek+email%252C+cari+dr+fansite.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-tKWfgZukVbM/T3a4wm13WJI/AAAAAAAAAYw/DeaTAzJDG1c/s400/%25235+cek+email%252C+cari+dr+fansite.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">di email masuk (inbox) carilah email dari Cakka Nuraga Fansite dengan subjek "Verify Your Email on Cakka Nuraga Fansite". jika anda tidak menemukan email ini di inbox, carilah di sampah (spam)</td></tr>
</tbody></table>
<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-IBsIC4vuy0M/T3a4ximISSI/AAAAAAAAAY4/OHPKGbYHlYc/s1600/%25236+klik+link+yg+ada+di+email.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-IBsIC4vuy0M/T3a4ximISSI/AAAAAAAAAY4/OHPKGbYHlYc/s400/%25236+klik+link+yg+ada+di+email.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">buka email yang dimaksud di atas, kemudian klik link yang terdapat di dalamnya</td></tr>
</tbody></table>
<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-lKbr3oMprSY/T3a4ydGb47I/AAAAAAAAAZA/c-xUQutPNv0/s1600/%25237+isi+data+diri.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-lKbr3oMprSY/T3a4ydGb47I/AAAAAAAAAZA/c-xUQutPNv0/s400/%25237+isi+data+diri.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">dengan mengklik link tersebut, anda akan terhubung kembali ke Fansite, dengan beberapa field yang harus diisi seperti tampilan di atas</td></tr>
</tbody></table>
<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-3IbsQm23Ogg/T3a40PmavQI/AAAAAAAAAZI/8tk8o4MAbuw/s1600/%25237a+isi+data+diri+then+join.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-3IbsQm23Ogg/T3a40PmavQI/AAAAAAAAAZI/8tk8o4MAbuw/s400/%25237a+isi+data+diri+then+join.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">pastikan anda mengisinya dengan benar, kemudian klik join</td></tr>
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-OoJflict7Og/T3a4054jCVI/AAAAAAAAAZQ/Oh1ez9ZHup4/s1600/%25238+waiting+for+an+approval.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="223" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-OoJflict7Og/T3a4054jCVI/AAAAAAAAAZQ/Oh1ez9ZHup4/s400/%25238+waiting+for+an+approval.jpg" width="400" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">setelah anda mengklik join, anda akan mendapat tampilan seperti ini. anda hanya perlu menunggu konfirmasi (approval) dari admin fansite. admin akan mengecek data anda dan kemudian menerima permintaan member</td></tr>
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"just make it clear! i dont wanna my life as a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">500 days of summer</span> movie. i am <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">'Tom'</span> and you are <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">'Summer'</span>. seriously, i dont wanna be in that situation. if i were <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">your 'Tom'</span> just tell me soon. so I can find my <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">'Autumn'</span> as soon as possible, no need to have <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">500 days</span> with the <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">wrong one</span>" - an old friend</blockquote>Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-644496981610077052012-01-11T21:10:00.000+07:002012-01-11T21:17:04.395+07:00Happy New Year!Hey, guys! Happy new year :)<br />
I think it's not too late to say "Happy New Year" to all of you.<br />
It's still January, right? mehehe :b<br />
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2011 already done. People has tweet-ed about their #2011memories on twitter. but, I didn't tweet things that still happening like "#2011memories ketemu dan punya sahabat yang super kayak kalian". argh! I dont wanna lose 'em. I dont wanna make 'em as a memory. no! they wont be a past tense for me. stay in "present" way ya, guys.<br />
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I just ... wondering ...<br />
Why did 2011 fly so fast?<br />
2011 flied so fast when your 24 hours days felt like 30 hours!<br />
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anw, big thanks for everything, everyone, everyplace, everyday that came to my 2011 pages ;)<br />
I've learned so many things in that year.<br />
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and in this post, I'm gonna say thanks for all of 'em. what about in Bahasa?<br />
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Hai, haha. Pake Bahasa Indonesia aja ya? Biar yang baca ga pusing dan ngatain gue sok iye. Hehe.<br />
Mari dimulai<br />
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<b><u>God</u></b><br />
Rasa syukur dan terima kasih yang ga terhingga, melimpah, dan meluber untuk Tuhan. Udah ngasih gue hidup sampai detik ini, ngasih gue kenikmatan yang berlimpah, dan tetep membiarkan gue untuk terus menikmati hidup dan segala macem hal tentang hidup.<br />
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<b><u>Mama-Papa</u></b><br />
Hey, mah. Hey, pah. Makasih mau tetep ngurusin anakmu yang super ngeyel dan menyebalkan ini. Makasih banyak untuk semua kasih sayang, perhatian, dan semua hal yang kalian kasih ke Fera sampe detik ini dan seterusnya. Maaf 2011 kemaren banyak banget minta ini dan itu. Maaf juga masih sering banget ngecewain dan bikin kalian kesel. Tapi dalem lubuk hati terdalam Fera, Fera sama sekali ga niat. Mungkin Fera tipe orang yang amat sangat kaku untuk ngungkapin rasa sayang Fera ke kalian, but God knows :') LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!<br />
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<b><u>Sahabat</u></b><br />
Sahabat di sini sih bingung siapa-siapa aja. Soalnya sejak tamat sekolah jadi berasa ga punya sahabat. HAHA!<br />
Ya yang jelas para my big bro di CC. Aji, Danish, (ka)Tyo *sesuai abjad aja nulisnya*.<br />
2011 was CRAZY LIKE HELL!<br />
Banyak banget ya yang udah kita lewatin bareng-bareng. Gilaaaa! Mulai dari yang seneng, sedih, bikin ngedumel dan misuh-misuh.<br />
But no matter what and no matter how, kita tetep bareng-bareng. Malah bikin kita makin akrab satu sama lain. Udah kayak keluarga malah. Jadi tau sifat kalian, haha.<br />
Udah pada pernah liat tampang bangun tidur satu sama lain. Udah pernah liat tampang marah, sedih, seneng, panik, dan segala bentuk emosi satu sama lain. Curhat soal ini, itu, anu satu sama lain. Saling membantu satu sama lain. ARGH!<br />
I LOVE YOUUUU, GUYSSS!<br />
Tetep bareng-bareng gini yah. Sampai kapanpun, please. Ga peduli apa yang akan terjadi kedepannya. Sampai kita pada punya keluarga, maybe? Sampai kita tua. Sampai kita mati! Jangan pernah saling ninggalin, ga boleh, masa tega sih ninggalin?<br />
Tuhkan, jadi sedih :( Pokoknya tetep gini terus ya! Ga boleh berubaaahhhhh!<br />
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<b><u>Cakka beserta Fans (?)</u></b><br />
Walah, udah kayak nulis undangan nikahan aja pake 'blablabla beserta blablabla'.<br />
Ya pada intinya karena Cakka aku ngerasain banyak hal.<br />
Belajar susah yang jelas. Belajar naik bis Jogja-Jakarta =)) Belajar naik ojeg ke kampus karena kejar-kejaran sama waktu dan traffic Jakarta sangat tidak bersahabat. Pokoknya semuanya. Mulai dari hal yang simple sampai hal yang rumit.<br />
Belajar ikhlas, sabar, kuat, gigih, dan banyak hal. I'll do my best for you, Kka. I'll do as much as I can, CLs. Akan berusaha sebisa mungkin ada kapanpun kalian perlu. Kapanpun? Bukan dimanapun? Iya! Aku bakal berusaha kapanpun untuk kalian walaupun jarak kita jauh.<br />
Aku bakal sebisa ku ada sampai kapanpun tanpa waktu yang terbatas. Sampai Cakka jadi musisi yang dikenal semua orang bukan cuma dikenal CLs aja. Sampai Cakka jadi apa yang dia mau. Sampai Cakka sukses pokoknya sampai kapanpun. Sampai CLs jadi fanbase yang kompak dan punya idola yang bener-bener sukses. Sampai kapanpun dan gimanapun yang kalian mau.<br />
Aku berusaha sebisa dan semampuku. Di luar itu? Sisanya urusan Tuhan dan waktu :')<br />
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<b><u>My Backstabber(s)</u></b><br />
Spesial buat kalian ...<br />
Makasih loh udah mau payah-payah menghabiskan energinya untuk ngebenci gue. Makasih udah pusing-pusing mencari kesalahan-kesalahan gue. Temen-temen gue aja ga seperhatian kayak kalian gini. Salut.<br />
Makasih secara ga langsung kalian udah berusaha menjadikan gue orang yang lebih baik.<br />
Tapi satu hal yang pengen gue kasih tau, kalau mau benci sama gue, ga usah ngajak-ngajak orang lain bisa? Ga usah menghasut sana-sini, ga usah repot-repot mencari pasukan.<br />
Lo kira MLM? Kalian sana-sini gembar-gembor umbar kejelekan gue, judge gue macem-macem. Ada juga yang berhasil lo hasut, lo ga bakal dapet reward! Ga bakal! Useless! Ga bakal dapet reward!<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #9fc5e8; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Karena membenci gue bukanlah suatu MLM, orang-orang yang lo hasut bukanlah DOWNLINE lo, dan kalaupun yang benci gue nambah bukanlah REWARD untuk lo</span> :)</blockquote>
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Bingung sih apa <i>juntrungannya </i>gue nulis ini. Cuma pengen ngungkapin aja sebenernya. Hehe</div>
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<br />Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-62329142356833327792011-11-26T20:02:00.000+07:002012-01-26T18:40:33.724+07:00Greyson Chance Interview, Jakarta, IndonesiaGreyson Chance just had a Showcase in Jakarta, Indonesia, last Wednesday (November 23rd, 2011).<br />
and I watched it, dudeeee! I watched this showcase with three friends, yeah, and all of them are boys.<br />
Ah, I bet that you guys are not really care about all of those things. Staright to the point, this is an interview with Greyson that I got from this Music Web Blog that owned by Creative Disc, and you can see the original post in <a href="http://creativedisc.com/reviews/concerts/interview-with-greyson-chance/" target="_blank">HERE</a>.<br />
This interview below has been translated into Bahasa, but you can hear the original one, with english of course, at the end of this blog. just click play! enjoy it! mwah!<br />
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* Hello, Greyson. Apa kamu senang berada di Jakarta?</span></b><br />
- Oh, I love Jakarta. Jakarta benar-benar menyenangkan. Konser tadi malam di HRC benar-benar menyenangkan, banyak cewek-cewek yang berteriak, It was a good time.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Kamu pertama kali terkenal melalui video yang kamu posting lewat Youtube. Apa tujuan kamu membuat video tersebut, dan apakah kamu pernah berpikir akan menjadi seperti sekarang ini?</span></b><br />
- Saya tidak pernah berharap untuk menjadi seperti ini saat saya memasang video saya di Youtube. Yang saya lakukan hanyalah mem-posting nya saja, seperti yang orang lain lakukan lewat situs itu. Dan saya begitu senang kalau ternyata keadaannya berubah menjadi seperti sekarang.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>* Apa perbedaan antara fans di Jakarta dengan fans di kota / negara lain?</b></span><br />
- Saya tercengang dengan fans Jakarta. Karena album saya baru rilis disini sekitar 1,5 minggu yang lalu, tapi mereka sangat hafal dengan lirik-liriknya. Saat konser tadi malam, bagian sound harus menaikkan volume mic saya karena kalah kencang dengan suara nyanyian mereka. How crazy is that? Mereka sangat baik, dan saya sangat menghargainya. I just love my fans here, in Indonesia.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Apakah hidupmu berubah sejak penampilan perdanamu di acara “Ellen DeGeneres Show”?</span></b><br />
- Tentu saja, berubah total. Saya bisa keliling dunia, berada di pesawat terbang hampir setiap hari, hidup saya benar-benar berubah karenanya. Dan Ellen adalah mentor yang sangat baik bagi saya. Saya berada di bawah label miliknya “eleveneleven”, dan dia membimbing saya dengan sangat penuh perhatian, dan tentunya ia adalah teman yang baik.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>* Kamu tentunya sangat sibuk saat ini. Apakah kamu memiliki waktu yang cukup untuk latihan vokal atau piano?</b></span><br />
- Saya hanya berlatih saat akan manggung saja, dan tidak memiliki waktu latihan yang rutin. Guru piano saya sepertinya membenci saya, karena saya bandel, tidak suka belajar lagu klasik. Saya hanya ingin main lagu-lagu Coldplay, tapi guru saya menyuruh saya memainkan komposisi Bach.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>* Apa kamu masih sering menggigit kalungmu?</b></span><br />
- Oh, kalung yang ini berbeda dengan yang saya biasa gunakan. Yang sering saya gigit sedang dibetulkan, karena hampir rusak dengan gigitan saya.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Sekarang kamu sudah terkenal, siapa inspirasi kamu, dan siapa yang sering memberikan masukan dan saran terhadap karir yang kamu jalankan saat ini?</span></b><br />
- Keluarga adalah inspirasi terbesar saya. Tapi secara musikal saya lebih terinspirasi dengan band semacam Coldplay, Taylor Swift, dan juga band rock lawas seperti Journey…<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Bagaimana dengan Lady Gaga?</span></b><br />
- Tentu saja, Gaga. Saya terinspirasi dengan berbagai jenis musik yang ada. Saya suka semua jenis musik. Rap, hip-hop, rock, electro, dub-step, dan jenis musik lainnya.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Jika kamu punya kesempatan untuk menghabiskan waktu sehari bersama Lady Gaga, apa yang akan kamu lakukan?</span></b><br />
- Pada dasarnya, kesempatan itu ada. Saya sering bertemu dengannya dan menghabiskan waktu bersama. Hmm, apa yang akan saya lakukan ya? Mungkin kami berdua akan minum teh bersama, dan mungkin ia akan memberikan saya kostum aneh untuk saya gunakan. (sambil tertawa)<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Apa yang kamu suka dari seorang wanita?</span></b><br />
- Saya suka dengan cewek yang jujur, karena kejujuran itu penting.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Bagaimana kamu menggambarkan album baru kamu “Hold On ‘Til The Night”, dan apa cerita di balik pembuatan album tersebut?</span></b><br />
- Yang membuat album ini menarik adalah setiap lagunya memiliki cerita yang berbeda satu sama lain. Saya tidak ingin membuat sebuah album biasa saja, saya tidak ingin setiap lagunya memiliki kesamaan. Dan saya rasa kami telah berhasil menciptakan album yang baik, dan saya harap fans saya menikmati keseluruhan album ini, dan memiliki hubungan yang intim dengan pesan yang ada di setiap lagunya.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Apa lagu favoritmu dalam album ini?</span></b><br />
- Ada beberapa track yang menjadi favorit saya, salah satunya “Unfriend You”, lagu upbeat yang paling saya suka. Lagu lainnya adalah “Cheyenne”, “Hold On ‘Til The Night”, dan juga “Running Away”.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Menurut sebagian orang, lagu “Unfriend You” menceritakan kisahmu dengan mantan pacar. Apa itu benar?</span></b><br />
- Banyak lagu di album tersebut bercerita tentang mantan pacar saya. Jadi, menurut saya itu benar.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Saat ini kamu berumur 14 tahun..</span></b><br />
- Bukan, umur saya sebenarnya 45 tahun.. (sambil bercanda)<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Suaramu akan berubah dalam beberapa tahun ke depan. Apa kamu pernah berpikir tentang keadaan tersebut?</span></b><br />
- Saya harap tidak. Saya rasa setiap orang punya pemikiran tentang musisi muda kalau suatu saat nanti saat ia menjadi dewasa, suaranya berubah, karirnya akan turun. Hal tersebut tidak terlalu berpengaruh seperti apa yang orang pikirkan. Saya dibekali dengan latihan teknik pernapasan dan sebagainya, dan saya rasa pemikiran tersebut tidak akan terlalu berpengaruh bagi saya. Range vokal saya pasti akan turun nantinya, tapi saya sudah siap dengan keadaan tersebut, dan saya pasti bisa menyesuaikannya.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Apa kamu berpikir untuk menjadi musisi sejak kecil?</span></b><br />
- Saat saya kecil saya sering nonton video konser Michael Jackson, namun saya tidak pernah berpikir akan menjadi seperti saat ini. Di buku tahunan saya waktu masih sekolah, saya mengisi kolom cita-cita dengan kata-kata pemain sepak bola. Dan nyatanya sekarang berbeda. Video-video Michael Jackson yang saya tonton sangat menginspirasi saya, dan saat itu saya ingin jadi seperti dia. Hal tersebut yang mungkin memacu saya tanpa sadar untuk mulai menulis lagu, main piano, hingga menjadi musisi seperti sekarang.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Apa sih isi playlist kamu saat ini?</span></b><br />
- Pertanyaan bagus, apa ya yang ada di playlist saya? Saat ini saya sering mendengarkan lagu-lagu milik Adele, I love Adele.. Album Coldplay yang baru pasti masuk di playlist saya, juga Gaga tentunya. Dan ini hal yang saya rasa cukup aneh, album pertama Evanescence, “Fallen”. Kenapa? Karena saya merasa seperti ketinggalan jaman. Saat saya pada teman-teman saya, apa kalian suka dengerin Evanescence, jawaban mereka ya, tentu saja, sekitar 5-6 tahun lalu. (sambil tertawa)<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Bisa ceritakan inspirasi di balik lagu “Home Is In Your Eyes”?</span></b><br />
- Saya berada di Los Angeles saat menulis lagu tersebut. Pada dasarnya lagu tersebut bercerita tentang kerinduan seseorang pada kekasihnya. Sebuah lagu balada yang kental dengan nuansa cinta.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>* Apa hal paling gila yang pernah kamu alami dengan fans kamu?</b></span><br />
- Terlalu banyak sebenarnya. Tapi ada satu yang belum terlupakan, belum lama ini terjadi. Saya digigit seorang fans untuk pertama kalinya saat saya melakukan tur di Filipina. Masih ada bekasnya disini.. (sambil memperlihatkan lengan kirinya yang masih memiliki bekas gigitan) Ia benar-benar menggigit saya. Menyakitkan sekali, saya ingin marah saat itu, tapi saya berpikir dan merasa tersanjung dengan kejadian ini. That’s kinda cool. Waktu itu saya sedang melakukan meet & greet, dan saya ingin buang air kecil. Tapi di tempat itu tidak ada WC nya, jadi saya pergi ke sebuah restoran, dijaga oleh sekuriti. Tapi tiba-tiba ada seorang gadis yang menyelinap di barikade tersebut, bukannya menjabat tangan saya, ia malah menarik lengan saya dan langsung menggigitnya dengan keras. Sempat meninggalkan bekas yang cukup parah waktu itu, tapi ya itu dia, saya merasa tersanjung..<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Apa kamu merasa kehilangan masa remaja kamu, dengan kondisi seperti saat ini?</span></b><br />
- Saya rasa saya kehilangan masa remaja normal saya, tapi saya merasa senang dengan apa yang saya raih sekarang, dan saya sangat bersyukur dan tidak menyesalinya.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Nantinya kamu akan bertambah dewasa. Apa yang akan kamu lakukan dengan jenis musik yang kamu mainkan, apakah akan mengalami perubahan juga?</span></b><br />
- Saya harap saya tidak akan mengubah apapun, mungkin akan ada sedikit ornamen-ornamen yang ditambahkan, tapi saya akan tetap setia dengan jenis musik pop-rock yang saya mainkan saat ini.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Sudah pernah coba masakan Indonesia?</span></b><br />
- I just had fried bananas. Lumayan enak. Sejujurnya, saya baru berada di Asia sekitar 2 minggu, dan di minggu pertama saya mencoba setiap masakan lokal yang ada di tiap daerah, termasuk berbagai jenis sambel. Dan sekarang, saya kangen dengan Outback Steak House, atau masakan Amerika lainnya. Saya gak kuat pedas. Masakan Indonesia penuh dengan bumbu, dan cabai, dan lumayan membakar lidah saya.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>* Bagaimana proses pembuatan album baru kamu ini?</b></span><br />
- We had a lot of fun in the studio. Berbagai macam kejadian dengan berbagai macam orang saya alami. Membutuhkan waktu yang lama berada di studio, tapi semuanya itu saya jalani dengan senang. There’s been a lot of ups, and a lot of downs in the studio, but I love the people I get to work with, and it was fun!<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Pertanyaan terakhir, apa kamu akan kembali lagi ke Jakarta tahun depan?</span></b><br />
- Of course, saya ingin kembali ke Indonesia, dengan konser yang lebih besar.<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">* Kapan?</span></b><br />
- …. (mengangkat bahunya), I hope soon..<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-oOEmSHcIAUU/Tomw1zRBn6I/AAAAAAAAAVI/8qWH-Fqoz8w/s1600/IMG_1426%255B1%255D" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-oOEmSHcIAUU/Tomw1zRBn6I/AAAAAAAAAVI/8qWH-Fqoz8w/s320/IMG_1426%255B1%255D" width="320" /></a></div><div>gue itu kayak sendok dan garpu di restaurant bakmi, yang ngerasa gue berguna cuma sebagian kecil orang. gue akan berguna kalo ada orang yang ga bisa pake sumpit. di saat seperti itulah keberadaan gue baru disadari orang lain. di saat ini lah gue baru dibutuhkan, selepas dari itu? gue cuma pajangan dan pelengkap yang jarang diliat orang</div>Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-60301766034084152162011-09-29T19:34:00.002+07:002011-09-29T19:34:51.345+07:00Single itu Maknyesss, Jomblo itu NgenesssSingle itu ...Waktu lo seneng dan enjoy saat lagi gak punya pacar!<br />
Jomblo itu ...<br />
Waktu lo sejenis pengen garuk-garuk ubin saat lagi kesepian alias gak punya pacar!<br />
<br />Single itu ...<br />
Waktu lo semangat ke mall, makan, dan belanja sendirian tanpa ada rasa gak enak sama partner jalan lo!<br />
Jomblo itu ...<br />Waktu lo stress dan enek ngiderin mall sendirian dan cuma jalan sambil nunduk ngadep BB!<br />
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Single itu ...<br />
Semangat ke bioskop waktu weekend dan menikmati film-film terbaru di bioskop dan nonton sendirian!<br />
Jomblo itu ...<br />
Waktu udah enek nonton sendirian dan melemparkan berbagai macam dan berjuta #kode lewat tweet-tweet lo<br />
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Single itu ...<br />Waktu lo guling-guling unyu pas lagi gak ada kelas, puas-puasin nonton, denger lagu, ini itu seharian di kamar tanpa ada kewajiban lapor 48x24 jam alias setengah jam sekali<br />Jomblo itu ...<br />
Waktu lo guling-guling kunyuk pas lagi gak ada kelas. Bosen karena gak ada yang ngeBBM nanyain "How's your day?"<br />
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Single itu ...<br />
Saat lo mendengarkan segala macam jenis lagu<br />
Jomblo itu ...<br />Saat lo sangat mengharamkan dengerin lagu-lagu mellow dan galau<br />
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Single itu ...<br />Jomblo itu ...<br />
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Ah! Apapun itu lah. Yang jelas, Single adalah saat kita enjoy dan Jomblo adalah saat kita jenuh. Kalo kata @poconggg Single itu prinsip, Jomblo itu nasib. Kalo kata gue sih, Single itu maknyesss, Jomblo itu ngenesss.<br />
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Single itu ...<br />
Waktu lo lagi ga kepengen punya pacar!<br />
Jomblo itu ...<br />
Saat lo berharap punya pacar!<br />
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Single itu maknyesss karena lo bebas, ga ada perasaan tertekan, ga ada tuntutan ...<br />
Jomblo itu ngenesss karena lo mau jungkir balik pun ga bakal ada yang ngurus ...<br />
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Single dan Jomblo itu gak cuma beda huruf, beda pengucapan, dan beda bacaannya.<br />
Single dan Jomblo itu banyak yang membedakan, misalnya waktu, suasana hati, pikiran, dan tingkat kegalauan.<br />
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Nahloh, sekarang gue single apa jomblo nih? *bzzzzzttt, internet connection disconnected*Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-14716755621603303552011-07-12T12:40:00.000+07:002011-07-12T12:40:21.014+07:00I Feel ...I've listened to this song almost twenty times since I woke up this morning. A song from Glee Cast :)<br />
The lyrics I like most is the <span style="font-size: large;">larger</span> one. xoxo :(<br />
*<a href="http://dc397.4shared.com/download/LF7I-EsL/Rachel_and_Quinn_-_I_Feel_Pret.mp3?tsid=20110712-053609-8c8929">click here</a><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">I wish I could tie you up in my shoes<br />
Make you feel unpretty too<br />
I was told I was beautiful<br />
But what does that mean to you<br />
Look into the mirror who’s inside there<br />
The one with the long hair<br />
Same old me again today<br />
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; font-size: large;">My outsides are cool<br />
My insides are blue<br />
Everytime I think I’m through<br />
It’s because of you<br />
I’ve tried different ways<br />
But it’s all the same<br />
At the end of the day<br />
I have myself to blame<br />
I’m just trippin’</span><br />
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You can buy your hair if it won’t grow<br />
You can fix your nose if he says so<br />
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make<br />
But if you can’t look inside you<br />
Find out who am I to<br />
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty<br />
<br />
I feel pretty<br />
Oh so pretty<br />
I feel pretty and witty and bright<br />
<br />
Never insecure until I met you<br />
Now I’m being stupid<br />
I used to be so cute to me<br />
Just a little bit skinny<br />
Why do I look to all these things<br />
To keep you happy<br />
Maybe get rid of you<br />
And then I’ll get back to me (hey)<br />
<br />
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; font-size: large;">My outsides look cool<br />
My insides are blue<br />
Everytime I think I’m through<br />
It’s because of you<br />
I’ve tried different ways<br />
But it’s all the same<br />
At the end of the day<br />
I have myself to blame<br />
Keep on trippin’</span><br />
<br />
You can buy your hair if it won’t grow<br />
You can fix your nose if he says so<br />
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make<br />
But if you can’t look inside you<br />
Find out who am I to<br />
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty<br />
<br />
I feel pretty<br />
Oh so pretty<br />
I feel pretty and witty and bright<br />
And I pity<br />
Any girl who isn't me tonight<br />
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Oh oh oh oh oh (Tonight)<br />
Oh oh oh oh oh<br />
Oh oh oh oh oh (Tonight)<br />
Oh oh oh oh oh<br />
Oh oh oh oh oh (Tonight)<br />
Oh oh oh oh oh<br />
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I feel pretty (You can buy your hair if it won’t grow)<br />
Oh so pretty (You can fix your nose if he says so)<br />
I feel pretty and witty and bright (You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make)<br />
But if you can’t look inside you<br />
Find out who am I to<br />
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty<br />
<br />
I feel pretty<br />
But unpretty </div>Fedora Calistahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16288977043160228577noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3237011874964149462.post-8613951554000094332011-07-01T16:20:00.000+07:002018-09-28T10:37:40.082+07:00Enchanting ... to Know Youdo u hear something when u enter this blog?<br />
yope! I love this song so much. It is a song from Taylor Swift actually, but Adam Young (Owl City) covered it.<br />
Do u like it too? Just click <a href="http://dc358.4shared.com/download/tLpjag4x/Owl_City_-_Enchanted.mp3?tsid=20110701-081036-95f7a384">here</a> to download it. See you! <br />
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"there i was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles</div>
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same old tired, lonely place</div>
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walls of insincerity</div>
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shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when i saw your face</div>
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all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you</div>
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your eyes whispered “have we met?”</div>
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across the room your silhouette starts to make it’s way to me</div>
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the playful conversation starts</div>
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counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy</div>
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all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you</div>
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oh taylor i was so enchanted to meet you too</div>
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this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go</div>
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i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home</div>
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i’ll spend forever wondering if you knew</div>
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i was enchanted to meet you too</div>
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<br /></div>
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the lingering question kept me up</div>
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2am, who do you love?</div>
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i wondered till i’m wide awake</div>
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now i’m pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door</div>
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i’d open up and you would say,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
hey it was enchanting to meet you</div>
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oh taylor i was so enchanted to meet you too</div>
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this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home</div>
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i’ll spend forever wondering if you knew</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
i was enchanted to meet you too</div>
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this is me praying that this was the very first page</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
not where the story line ends</div>
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my thoughts will echo your name until i see you again</div>
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these are the words i held back as i was leaving too soon</div>
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i was enchanted to meet you too</div>
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please don’t be in love with someone else</div>
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please don’t have somebody waiting on you</div>
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please don’t be in love with someone else</div>
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please don’t have somebody waiting on you</div>
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this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home</div>
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i’ll spend forever wondering if you knew</div>
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this night is flawless, don’t you let it go</div>
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i’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone</div>
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taylor i’ll spend my whole life wondering if you knew</div>
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i was enchanted to meet you too</div>
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i was never in love with someone else</div>
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i never had somebody waiting on me</div>
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’cause you were all of my dreams come true</div>
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and i just wish you knew</div>
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taylor i was so in love with you"</div>
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<i>a random pict of me, just finished my exam!</i></div>
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<i>yeay! </i></div>
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