c r i s i s

I don't even know where I stand right now.

For the first time, I can't feel anything.

I don't feel love, I don't feel hurt, I don't feel sad, and for the first time in my life, I don't care about anyone (except my cat ofc! and my fams).

All that I feel is ... I just need my own peace. I don't mind if I have to live alone. I just need a peace. 

It's such a relieve to say that, I know I'm broken but at least it's not a heart broken and no one can break me again.

I'm just too tired for all of these things. It feels like I missed my life. A lot.